As I sit here
I ponder dying
Within my state
Im unable and Crying
When I wake up
And I look around
I See that Im still on the ground
Even though I feel that I am gone
I will not say that I did was wrong
You look at me and shake your head
I see your stern eyes, they wish me dead
I cannot make you happy
You think I did not try?
If not then my life is a waste
Oh, you should be the one to cry
Sometimes I sit and wonder
Oh lord what have I got
I think real deep
And wipe the tear
Im afraid Ive missed my shot
But then again my mind does toss
The idea of what you have is lost
Is nothing more than what you
Something less conspicuous by Adrian-Sivri, literature
Literature
Something less conspicuous
Infatuation
It should serve as no surprise,
I want you looking in my eyes,
When you get that longing gaze,
At any point throughout the days.
To be the one who holds you close,
Falling victim to your cute pose,
As you stand there giggling with a grin,
The thoughts in my head do begin,
To spiral, swirl, churn and spin.
The thoughts of what Ive never had,
Change me green and make me sad,
For me to think of what I lack,
As it would seem the deck is stacked.
Many people have loved and lost,
With only their hearts to bear the cost,
Of what they used to possess,
Feeling now their love oppressed.
Good for them I truly wish,
N
You look at me,
I look at you,
But still you cannot see,
The look that twinkles in my eye,
The yearn to want to be.
The leaf that flutters in the wind,
With soft and subtle trough,
With top so smooth and shiny,
Tear shaped drops fall off.
The simple drops become a spout,
And harder still come down,
They beat and batter, push and pull,
The leaf onto the ground.
The leaf lay still and wonders,
As still the rain comes down,
What on earth it did so wrong,
It once was on the crown.
The leaf now gets to thinking,
And thinking as it may,
The only thing that pops right in,
Is every other day.
The memories come flood
Lunch Break Lonelyness by Adrian-Sivri, literature
Literature
Lunch Break Lonelyness
I love you
It doesn't matter to me
That you don't love me the same
My goal is to make you happy
So if for you,
Talking about other guys makes you happy
Then do it
And I will still love you
I will always love you
It is a phrase
That is especially reserved
For people in my life
Like you
As we get there,
Our stomach's churning,
Grown men fumble,
With their helmets,
Kissing pictures,
Nestled inside.
Standing tall,
With gun in hand.
As the gentle rocking stops,
A creak from the door released,
Devil stingers fly through people,
Crash and rip through crying men.
Many humans fall and die,
Many that I do not know.
Some who I have practiced with,
Shot at targets; laughing, joking,
Talking of a greater day,
When we ourselves would take the Central,
Shooting at the helpless men,
Who haven't the same technologies.
Yet I stand here,
Nearly still,
Waiting for the men in front.
They never go; crowding gates,
Peop
Current Residence: Somewhere in Connecticut Favourite genre of music: Rap, Alternative Operating System: Windows XP MP3 player of choice: My iRiver Bitch! Shell of choice: Nautilus Wallpaper of choice: Anything I make Skin of choice: Olive Personal Quote: You Tacky whore! I don't even know where you are!
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Thanato5
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System of a Down, and Disturbed
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Edgar Allan Poe
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Oblivion
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Well... Its been a long while since I last updated anything on this site. But do not take that as I dont visit. I am constantly here and even have my homepage set here. As for any of my art, being a senior in high school is busy, as I am sure most of you all know. I will try to get some works done in the near future whether it be poetry or if it is a graphic, I fall short of promising a work in the near future. But that there folks, is foreshadowing. :D
yo yo yo ... Robb, first off this is a journal not completely thanking you. i had a plan to keep the last one up for a while but then realized that i had other things to say and put in my journal. :shrug: anyways, remember everyone... Thanato5 (https://www.deviantart.com/thanato5) is the coolest d00d in the world!
On a side note... not everything is going completely as planned with the girly... i didnt sweep her off her feet and she didnt yet get off her boyfriends lap... 9_9. i guess it might be true that a frenchfry doesnt taste as good when its off your plate... or something stoopid sounding and metaphoric like that. I also wrote a poem that i am really proud of that i w
Hey. I was told you might know how to help me with something. I have a gif with 803 KB, and I need to make 341. Can you tell me how to do this WITHOUT deleting frames? Please reply, X.